Two things has to be said that clarify the rebirth of my online voice.
When your life becomes only doing, it quite sucks.
When lost in routine doing becomes being and the continuos amount of sequential events take over the perception of the time passing. Thinking is closely related to a goal, the continuous and far goal of becoming and achieving, making each single moment an “after something” and a “before something else”. Free thinking becomes another work, that sometimes goes under the list of all those “well, fuck it”.
My father told me some months ago ” at the end you can say what you want, you can go around it, but your work IS your life”. Weird feeling when you get to realize it.
English gives us already a nice hint of this situation…asking “how are you doing?”..as i said Doing is Being.
But you can also be without doing anything, When you stop, what happens? who are you doing?
I’m open to understand this soon.
Another important thing is that i won’t quote anymore important people that i don’t know.
This means that quoting is a nice way to say what you don’t want to say and sounds cool.
Quotes are normally out of context and well i prefer to say things myself or rather quote my baker as he has more understanding the context i’m living in rather then some random book person.
If you disagree i kindly don’t care.